Basically, what I’m going to do is just randomly post stuff about.. well, about what I know I guess? I’m kind of new to this whole thing and I hope that there will be someone out there who will actually read and commit to my posts.
One of the few things you should know about me is that I don’t have much experience in writing. I was the features editor for my school newspaper when I was in the seventh grade but it only lasted for a few weeks. And back then, all I knew about feature writing was that it was basically essay. I know the basics of news and sports writing, but other than that, I am lost.
This may also be a blog about fashion (not beauty). I love fashion. I even considered on being a stylist but I never had the guts to wear what I like. I am very self-conscious. I was depressed during high school (but not up to the point when I would physically harm myself or have suicidal thoughts) because I suffered a lot from acne and I’m extremely clumsy. I would get scars or wounds on my knees or around my legs. Every time I look at all the other pretty girls and how they choose to wear something that don’t fit them, I somehow always mentally make a whole new wardrobe for them. I once helped out someone who would only wear baggy jeans and a t-shirt. I recommended some cute lace skirts and two weeks later she had boys swooning all over her. She never did actually give me any credit and I remained invisible.
Like what I have said, I was (and still am) slightly depressed. I wasn’t able to wear what I wanted or to do what I wanted because I was always afraid of being judged. So, in this blog you may find inspirational posts/ thoughts about what I’m going through and if you’re feeling like you can relate to me, don’t hesitate to e-mail me. I would love someone to talk to.
I may be depressed but I do have friends. Last year, I had this male best friend and we were inseparable, but this year, we’re starting to grow apart. I’m getting busy with my workshops and other academic activities, while he leans more on the social things. He has tons of friends and I do to, but I only have 2 friends that I could actually count on, and he’s one of them. This topic is more personal to me, but I really want to tell someone about how I feel. Growing apart is not the only thing that’s happening between us right now, and i guarantee that I will be posting a lot more on this matter.
Music has always been a part of me. It had so many effects on me and how I handle what I do in life. I incorporate music into almost everything that I do. I study, work, shower, drive, make this blog post with music. I may just suggest some bands or songs to you and maybe review them as well. I also love to dance, but not in front of anyone. And I’m not saying stupid and silly dance moves, I mean like.. I could dance.
I’m not really sure how this blog will grow; what will I post about; how often I will post but I will probably do my best. I mean, I had fun just typing up this introduction.. so, i guess this will become a daily thing? Maybe?